April 2012
~~~That as I get older I’ll still get to hang with my best friends/cousins. Hopefully my relationship with certain people will get better. I’ll have that apartment and amount of pets I keep raving about. Someone who I can have all to myself and never get sick of. One day marry that someone. Have a nice “fairytale” [by my standards of course] wedding(nothing expensive but nothing too cheap either). Make it into a good nursing school and excel. All of this happening to the age of 32.
Day 17: Something you’re proud of…
~~ Humm I guess my ability to charm the pants off of everyone I meet( No arrogance included). It’s funny really b/c I’m not really a ppl person and I guess it’s my awkwardness, lovable sarcastic-sassyness, or the weird stuff that I spew out of my mouth that people find funny.
Day 18: A problem that you have had…
~~ My mom being diagnosed with breast cancer, my dad’s never-ending ability to continuously get on my immediate family’s nerves(fuck my life..no for real) <—-And no it’s not one of those “well there’s always someone that has it worst” type of deals..I’m that someone. Uhh not being able to work out like I want. My face.
Day 19: Five items you lust after…
~~ A job i’ll be happy with, A small apartment with the pets I would like to obtain (boa constrictor, cat(duh), husky/neapolitan mastiff/pitbull, ferret,), A family of my own, Time, the ability to act on things quickly and efficiently.
Day 20: Your Fears…
~~ Lightning, spiders, facing the reality of a loved one’s mortality, not being good enough, …there’s more i’m sure.